Change; to make or become different

With life, comes change. Simply put, it is what it is! However, as of late I’ve been feeling a mix of emotions. With some pretty big changes happening in all aspects of my life, this means needing to come to terms with certain things, it means reassessing situations I thought I had under control, and it means being 100% brutally honest with myself. Over-all that’s bloody tough and it takes its toll. I have managed to go from having a ridiculous amount of determination, and kick-ass power to feeling lost and unsure of what my next step may be. However, I’d like to think that I’m still kicking a few goals, still achieving something and with as much positivity I can muster for the day ahead. I’m taking comfort in my weekend trips away filled with love, laughter and the most spectacular views, cooking gorgeous dinners whilst dancing to 90’s RnB and having tea towel fights , and escaping alone, to drive on winding roads, blasting music to cleanse my soul and empty my head. And I think that is the key, I know so many people, whom have either felt or are feeling this way, and it’s super easy to slip into a bad mind frame because of it, but do you know what? Finding happiness in the most simplest of things, is a hell of a lot better than the alternative, and you can do it, you may be lost, like me, right now, you may not be able to see quite past it just yet, but it will get better, it will become clear, and by George!! allow yourself to smile at the little things, and be gentle with yourself. We’ll get there. Elle x